Ever see a picture of yourself and think, My Gawd! Where did that spare tire around my neck come from?!? Is this how people see me? WTF???"
Yeah, that was me last Sunday morning when I saw some pictures of me that were taken the night before. I was stunned. Shocked even. Like how did this happen!?!
I've struggled with my weight since I was 22ish. I started packing on the pounds when i was spending four nights a week in a bar with my friends. Then I got pregnant, and I never recovered.
Which brings me to the parking lot of Planet Fitness (the sight of my last "comeback attempt") where I now sit in my car writing my first blog post trying to work up the courage to drag my 40year old, 238lb body in to workout for the first time in over two years. Oh I've been paying them for roughly two and a half years lol, but basically it's been a donation.
Wish me luck and call the paramedics.
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